Celibacy Kerry

I am celibate, but not for any secular or even truly concious reasons. I have only recently come to grips with my situation and started calling myself "celibate". I do what I do (or don't do, rather) because I feel no particular desire for sex. I find humans attractive, but the sex act is not part of my mentali. I act in a sexual manner with my friends in that I flirt and such, and I do so just because that's the way I show affection and express myself to those I am close with. However, some people have told me that I am in "denial" and that I really do want sex. of course, there's no way they can know that, they don't live my life and they don't know how I feel. anyway, enough of that.
Another, more open-minded, friend has accurately labelled me as an "asexual tease" and I do know other people who are the same way. We don't like sex, we don't want sex, we don't even really think about it. We feel comfortable talking to people without even thinking that they may desire us (which, although makes things more comfortable, can pose problems if the person does want sex).

It is a comfortable lifestyle that I didn't like at first. It wasn't my choice to be like this. I just lacked sex drive gradually over time, until it was all gone.